Ps. "Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God." ~Phillipians 4:6 Ps, you should read a booky Francis Chan called Crazy Love, that is if you want to and have the time...... <3
Hey-o, great picture. I don't know if you'll read this or not but here it goes. I'm sorry cause I think I was telling you the wrong thing, that everything would be perfect and get better. I honestly don't know what you believe about God, but here's what I believe, if you're willing to listen. That it's not about me, everything is not about me. That everything is about God, that even though I have sinned and am a horrible person and condemn myself sometimes, I gotta remember that God still loves me, and that his opinion matters more than mine. "19And hereby we know that we are of the truth, and shall assure our hearts before him. 20For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things. 21Beloved, if our heart condemn us not, then have we confidence toward God." 1st John 3:19-21 And that no matter what happens here on earth God is with me, He knows what I can handle, and He lets things happen in my life for a reason, sure it hurts a heck of a lot sometimes, but sometimes painful things that happened to me, I dont regret because, I see how God used them to bring me closer to Him, and if they hadn't happened I'd probably be headed for hell. I believe that Jesus died for me covered all my sins, and that He rose again 3 days later proving that He had victory over death, and that He was God The Son, if then He has overcome death I know He can overcome my sin. I believe that I am going to heaven cause Jesus died for me etc, and because I have surrendered to Him in turning away from my sins, in repenting, because I have asked Him into my heart, because I have a relationship with Him. If you don't know Jesus as your Hero and Friend, and also your LORD (aka boss), if you haven't asked Him into your heart, if you don't know Him, then how can you expect to have peace, joy and Love? But I remind you this aint about you, it's about God, because He loves in spite of everything you've done, He still loves you. But even if you choose to ask Him into your heart and life, and to stop sinning, Life will still be painful, BUT He will never leave you. If you want to know the God that made, that Just pray "God I'm sorry for sinning, I don't want to sin anymore, I repent, I believe your son Jesus died for me and rose again, Jesus please come into heart. in jesus name amen." If you meant that your saved. Now you can look forward to heaven, and you can talk with the God that made everything, and get know Him more, also you should read the Bible it's a good book. "To live is Christ and to die is gain." Ps, that don't mean it's okay to suicide.... Love you and I hope this helps.