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It's been quite some journey in the last 2 years. Today I went back to read once the post from August 2020 and recalled how I felt, how it felt back then writing those words. I got emotional and had an instant flashback of what happened before and after that moment. Since then I know now that I allowed life to happen more than before. And the surprise is that life started happening in a different manner. Don't expect any tales about spectacular expeditions or breath-taking experiences. What happened seems strange but doing the same things as before I rediscovered the joy, the peace and the "filter" I had when I started taking photos, when I was just a 16 year old kid. I realised that taking photos actually found me rather than the other way around. Also, I realised that the "filter" was always there, inside of me, and it's up to me to chose it or ignore it. In October 2017 someone dear asked me what I want and I answered: "I want to see colours again, everything I see is grey and
Not much to say
I think I was very tired to see that old post with "back" from 2012. I was never back for real, it was never true. Although I wanted it to be. I guess that we are all under construction every day, but not all of us realize this. It just took me longer to get it. I've had a lot of time to think in the last months with COVID and all its implications. Few of the questions: Am I still the same kid that started posting deviations in 2006? I don't know. There's a part of me I do recognize and I still see the same pattern but things for sure changed. When I started this in 2006 I was so eager about life, I wanted to explore everything and it all felt like an adventure. I got to meet some great people here on dA, live some great moments, take some nice shots along the years. Am I completely different person? Not really. For many years I thought I grew up and become someone else. I actually forgot to look into the mirror for real. That kid is still there with all his faults and
Back.
I guess there's no reason to be away anymore. Some things are more important and that's why here, right now is a great place to be. I'll keep posting my latest photos and most certainly will go out to take some more. :nod:
Wish me luck.
Like always, Peace & Love
:peace: & :heart:
Alex
Under reconstruction!
Under reconstruction!
:star: Funny and stupid fact: although I really want to write something here, in my own little corner, it's hard to talk about the year that has almost passed.:star:
I know that most of you have been expecting a great comeback from me from the artistic point of view and I have no excuses for letting you down. For me it has been a very hard year; in January 2011 I had a lot of hopes of dreams about the next 12 months, I was eager and positive. Now, after almost an entire year after I realized that things can't be as you wish and you have to make the best of everything you have and hope for the best. So, as a short revie
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thanks for the feature, but i hate to be rude,
this pic you featured isn't my own work.
please remove it.
thank you,
YoungShadowWolf
this pic you featured isn't my own work.
please remove it.
thank you,
YoungShadowWolf